[While Vennessa's initial reasons for starting with Kaze were admittedly fairly narrow-minded in terms of what she wanted to achieve with it, since she has started her studying of the techniques she's found a certain excitement in having that kind of power.

Something she had never though she would have.]

I'm not sure what it is. [She isn't well-travelled or well-learned but she is bright and quick to pick up new things. It's more like...]

It's like a mental block. I've been so used to not having a Vision... never needing one. I wasn't even sure I ought to try to learn magic here at first.

[Vennessa shakes her head, and she feels silly as she realises what might be at the root of her problems. Silly, and yet... it makes sense.]

I didn't do anything to earn it.