[Kaeya stayed silent for a moment, sniffling a little as he nodded to continue on out of the garden and towards a more secluded spot out of prying eyes and ears. By then, the melancholy had abated somewhat but it certainly left him feeling rather exhausted ]

Believe it or not, I think I can relate. The truth becomes a little more than your position and at some point you have to make a call.

[He sat down with a sigh, leaning back on his hands.]

Are you sad about it?