He's never thought about it before, and he barely has time to think about it now when Lennon is wrapping him up again and making an irresistible offering of himself. He'll ponder it more later, if he's ever asked again. But...he is the one who brought it up first, and that must mean something.

It's so easy to slip back into him, to marvel at how perfectly Lennon fits around him. Daeshim sinks to the hilt and just holds there to kiss him, making a soft and approving sound against his mouth. He wonders if Lennon would laugh to know how nervous he was when they first began their physical relationship. All the worries that he had then had faded more and more with every joining, until they were just gone completely.