[ Despite his minimal yet very awakening experiences here, Cloud...honestly couldn't say he was any better off than the younger Kamisato. This would be the first time he really felt he was making a choice for himself. When he felt something inside him finally give way? It wasn't to reckless abandon and yokai heatwaves. Despite how hungry he seemed on the surface, it was Cloud that was in the driver seat behind his needs. Which meant that when he's greeted to her gentle smile, it's Cloud who has to deal with the nerves that tell him to figure out what was the right pace. He's the one who has to deal with how red his face was. One would have thought they were drunk by how flush the two were... ]
A-Ah... [ He felt a shiver down his spine as he moves in just a little closer to her, his deeper blue eyes scoping around as he's lead to her bedroom. Of course the question is on his mind. ] He's not...
[ Here. Right now. Is he? Because the shameful part about all of this is that he wasn't so sure he had it in him to...leave...even if he was. Just the implications and thought of that was enough to make him squeeze her hand a little tighter. If they weren't in such a hurry to get to her room, he would have linked their fingers again as he swallows a nervous lump in his throat. What the hell... He's technically done something like this before. And he's become used to what the Daikoh and Daishoku waves of desire felt like that they were still present and bolstering him...
Yet his excitement grows in a unique way when they do finally make it to her room. Simplistic, just like his was. Only the only decoration his room had was his sword if he ever decided to keep it at home. Like now. His mouth is still agape with a sense of awe, keeping his eyes on her as promised even when she looks back at him and gestures to his haori. He can feel his body itching, yearning to shed layers and selfishly peel away hers, but when she asks so tenderly...
How the hell was he supposed to resist? Her purity is something that leaves him torn. How did you preserve something so precious...yet want it all to come undone in his hold at once? His breath catches for a beat, exercising patience as he gets what she's implying when he warmly sighs. ]
Mm.
[ He nods, returning her smile with a shy one of his own. Cloud wants her. But he's not desperate. He can wait. He can be patient. ...he thinks. ]
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A-Ah... [ He felt a shiver down his spine as he moves in just a little closer to her, his deeper blue eyes scoping around as he's lead to her bedroom. Of course the question is on his mind. ] He's not...
[ Here. Right now. Is he? Because the shameful part about all of this is that he wasn't so sure he had it in him to...leave...even if he was. Just the implications and thought of that was enough to make him squeeze her hand a little tighter. If they weren't in such a hurry to get to her room, he would have linked their fingers again as he swallows a nervous lump in his throat. What the hell... He's technically done something like this before. And he's become used to what the Daikoh and Daishoku waves of desire felt like that they were still present and bolstering him...
Yet his excitement grows in a unique way when they do finally make it to her room. Simplistic, just like his was. Only the only decoration his room had was his sword if he ever decided to keep it at home. Like now. His mouth is still agape with a sense of awe, keeping his eyes on her as promised even when she looks back at him and gestures to his haori. He can feel his body itching, yearning to shed layers and selfishly peel away hers, but when she asks so tenderly...
How the hell was he supposed to resist? Her purity is something that leaves him torn. How did you preserve something so precious...yet want it all to come undone in his hold at once? His breath catches for a beat, exercising patience as he gets what she's implying when he warmly sighs. ]
Mm.
[ He nods, returning her smile with a shy one of his own. Cloud wants her. But he's not desperate. He can wait. He can be patient. ...he thinks. ]