"When you talk to the people I love please don't tell them of this. They would try to stop you and in that moment I don't want them to save me. I've hurt enough people. I've hurt enough people I love."

Letting out a shaky breath, he closed his eyes and let himself be in the moment. He'd found a good friend in this man and he truly appreciated him. So much more than he knew how to say.

"My crimes are many. It's a comfort to have there be someone who would stop me if I tried them again."