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sᴄᴀʀᴀᴍᴏᴜᴄʜᴇ / ᴋᴜɴɪᴋᴜᴢᴜsʜɪ ([personal profile] lyingstars) wrote in [community profile] jikan_rpg2022-02-04 12:42 am

[closed] come home with me

Who: Scaramouche & Kazuha
What: Plum blossom date
When: Early February
Where: Wakayama
Warnings: Smooches finally, Smol naked idiots

[It's become commonplace for Scaramouche to find himself over at Kazuha's home, ever since the samurai had gotten one of his own. His visits so frequent, often spending the night, that he's begun leaving things there - no reason to carry them back and forth even if teleportation was something he was capable of. Given what had happened the past month sleeping isn't something he often allows himself when he does end up staying, though Kazuha has managed to get him to do so a few times. The concern of what would happen if he had another nightmare far too present in his thoughts most nights.

So when Kazuha asks him to visit he thinks nothing of it, the request to bring more makeup than what he had laying around the man's home only garnering slight suspicion. Not once since he's known the other Inazuman has he ever seen him wear any, so for the samurai to suddenly ask is odd. Perhaps he was going somewhere later in the day? The Harbinger can't think of much reason past that, though he can't see much reason why the man would suddenly need to wear any to begin with.

For once when he arrives at the small village in Wakayama he doesn't immediately busy himself with climbing the tree in Kazuha's yard to enter through the window. For once he knocks like a normal person, waits patiently for Kazuha to open the door and let him inside. The neighbours are likely staring from that fact alone, though he doesn't bother looking back to see.

He takes a moment to slip his zori off, before turning pointedly towards the samurai. Hair recently cut, drawing all the more attention to the gaze he has fixed on the samurai.]


Since when do you wear makeup?
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[personal profile] leafwhistle 2022-02-26 11:03 am (UTC)(link)
[It makes a pang of ache stab in his chest to see the smile fall from Scaramouche's face, but Kazuha realizes the moment he said it that it was necessary to be said. Just as he had forged on telling Diluc that he'd chosen to want to be with the Balladeer despite knowing it would upset him, he pushes on know this is a painful truth for Scaramouche.

He plucks the hand from his clothes, sensing his nervous agitation, and brings his knuckles to his lips in a soft kiss. Kazuha keeps his eyes on his, maybe to emphasize that his affections, here, are solely focused on him.]


Is that how you see it? I only do these things for you.

[This again... Kazuha hadn't quite thought of it that way, and though he values his independence, the comment makes him pause with his lips pressed against the immortal's knuckles, holding his hand in his. He looks thoughtful-- he meant that in that their families were drawn to each other, but the role of his ancestors was subservient.

Can love and servitude really exist together? He bucks against the idea slightly, just as he had before. Though... hadn't he decided to give himself to him? Kazuha huffs a small laugh after a moment.]


I don't think I'm ready to call you 'my lord' so soon into our relationship, but I am yours.
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[personal profile] leafwhistle 2022-02-27 05:46 am (UTC)(link)
[Kazuha's heart sinks, slightly shocked by the sudden question. It was so far from a consideration it seems to come out of nowhere to him. His arms curl tighter around the immortal, leaning his head against his as he buries his face against his shoulder. He rubs his back, trying to soothe him.]

`It feels right to notice all the shiny things about you
About you there is nothing I wouldn’t want to know
With you nothing is simple yet nothing is simpler
About you many good things come into relation`


[He murmurs the poem against Scaramouche's ear, then reaches up to tuck a few strands of dark hair gently behind the shell. He wouldn't just leave it to a poem, and he pauses for a moment as he tries to find the right words for his feelings.

How he feels about Diluc isn't the same as how he feels about the man in his lap, but he struggles to describe and explain this to him. To someone to must feel the insecurity of inadequacy, to hear there's another who has his affections... He huffs.]


My only regret about your immortality is that I will one day leave you. These moments are fleeting, but I want to spend as many of these moments with you.
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[personal profile] leafwhistle 2022-02-27 07:47 am (UTC)(link)
[Of course it's poetry. He's moved to poetry by his emotions, by beautiful things. Kazuha could find inspiration often, though he also was a appreciator of poetry written by others too, not fancying himself as a decent poet.

It's also a bit of a security blanket for himself; he knows he has made the mood of the occasion more dour by speaking honestly. The samurai also knows that more truth will bring Scaramouche no more peace, but he has to answer him, a moment of hesitation later.]


Diluc. He... well, he confessed his affection for me when I told him I wanted to be with you.

[It's a name that Kazuha has mentioned before-- he'd spoken to Scaramouche about his importance to him as a way to rebuff the other man from plotting violence towards him. The immortal's reaction so far does not build him any confidence that there will be any amnesty between the two.

He keeps petting Scaramouche's back, cuddling him in his lap. It may be a little too coddling, but he doesn't think that is such a bad thing right now. He places a kiss against his hair, cheek bumping against some of the tiny maples.]


I could recite more poetry to you about how food gives me no nourishment, hungry as I am for you. [He laughs, very light. Even he's a little embarrassed at himself.] I have been thinking about this since the gala. I realized I wanted more from you then.
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[personal profile] leafwhistle 2022-02-27 10:55 am (UTC)(link)
[Kazuha meanwhile thinks no such negativity about Diluc; he knew his confession was out of fear of loss, just the same as Scaramouche seems to fear this all the same. His brows knit, bothered by someone he loves being called a 'creep', but there are some things worth fighting about and others not. Diluc likely would not care what a former Fatuus thinks of him.

Perhaps he can coax some tolerance out of the immortal with time, as he doesn't believe the redhead would antagonize him.]


We'd been involved. He had a right to know there was someone else I'm interested in.

[Just as he'd told Scaramouche about this now.

His denial of seeing anything special about anything he does does sort of deflate him though. Kazuha lets out a sigh, his hand patting his slender back, and just pushes his face into the top of the other Inazuman's dark hair. He turns his eyes up, looking at the petals gently swaying in a light breeze.]


I was waiting for the plum blossoms. And wondering if you'd noticed. I hadn't really thought you interested.
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[personal profile] leafwhistle 2022-02-27 12:48 pm (UTC)(link)
[His gaze fixates on the little maples as they drop down Scaramouche's back, and Kazuha can't help but drop a hand to pick one up. He supposes this shouldn't surprise him. This is a day of judgement for him, lying his feelings and life out open on the table for Scaramouche to see. Not everything about him is expected to be palpable. He wonders if he really is lovable.]

He doesn't. That was my-- I was frightened when you told me what you were doing in Inazuma. It shook me and I found myself morally conflicted. I had to make a decision.

[Kazuha exhales. This part is difficult for him to explain, but he hopes Scaramouche understands. There was a code that the samurai follows even as a ronin; his sense of justice is strong and any involvement with Delusions buckles it.]

I'd spoken to him about feeling concerned about growing closer to you before because of fearing this decision... I had to tell him I'd chosen to pursue you.

[Which also means he didn't share anything about what Scaramouche was doing in Inazuma either. While he doesn't think now that it would cause the nobleman to take immediate action, he doubts it really would help the tensions.

He wants to see Scaramouche's face again. He leans back slightly, trying to put some distance between his chest and the immortal's own so he can try and coax his head back up. He doesn't need to see his lips even to hear the quietest murmurs, but he likes seeing his eyes when they speak.]


You attempted to cut me out. I didn't know if my feelings were inappropriate. I thought to want anything more would absolutely mean I'd lose you from my life. I've lost many things, and I didn't want to lose you too.
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[personal profile] leafwhistle 2022-02-28 04:40 am (UTC)(link)
[At least Scaramouche has no illusions that Kazuha is accepting of his involvement with Delusions. As a war veteran -- something strange to consider himself -- he finds it hard to forgive the Fatui for their involvement in the strife Inazuma his been through. He has no wish to dwell on this on what should be a happier occasion, so he chooses not to comment further, looking down at the other Inazuman's lowered eyes.]

Of course I speak about you. You're a large part of my life and I... have not had many friends and loved ones before. I don't know the right decisions all the time.

[His cheeks flush a little, recalling a conversation he had not long ago with Vennessa. It actually slots nicely into the topic at hand, and his brows knit slightly in sympathy as he confesses this:]

Vennessa said my feelings were obvious and I was blind to think they were not returned.

[He cups his hand up under Scaramouche's chin, stroking the soft skin.]

I think we're both in agreement that we both don't want to lose each other.
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[personal profile] leafwhistle 2022-02-28 05:52 am (UTC)(link)
I've gained some good insight. Besides, do you not want me to sing my praises of you now to others? Of my pretty boyfriend?

[The samurai knows that he's really buttering Scaramouche up, but with how low the others mood seems to have dipped, he hardly thinks spoiling him a little more would hurt. He presses a soft kiss against his temple, lingering there affectionately before he draws back again to look at him.]

Ah, would you have preferred it if I had come onto you?

[Now that is more overt flirting. He laughs a little, clearly meaning it as a joke.]

I was just trying to impress you and catch your notice. I suppose I failed if you didn't see I was attempting to groom better and spoil you.

[He tilts his head, looking fondly at him.]

I will attempt to give you nothing to regret.
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[personal profile] leafwhistle 2022-02-28 07:41 am (UTC)(link)
Ah, but that would make me seem shallow, wouldn't it? I should talk about how your name is a song on the wind, that you're a fountain of inspiration and yet I never have the words quite to describe you.

[Kazuha places another kiss against Scaramouche's head. Like their kissing before, he finds it difficult to stop these little actions of affection now that he's been permitted to do them.]

But I desire you for more than your body. It isn't about that. It never was.

[He always recognized the immortal as a beautiful individual, but he was not attracted to him immediately. Maybe it was that his heart was still tangled in grief, chasing a memory. Knowing his beloved new partner he would likely focus on the wrong part of that blunt knowledge.

Instead, he just smiles again, his fingers gently stroking his other cheek as he turns innocent and sweet eyes on the other Inazuman. He knows absolutely what he's doing-- turning his gentle side on the other to beg for affection.]


I will have to be more obvious then. I think I am starving without your kisses.
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[personal profile] leafwhistle 2022-03-05 08:22 am (UTC)(link)
My friends should be happy for me. I'm happy.

[Kazuha sounds very smug and certain with himself when he insists that, tipping his chin up as the smile spreads across his lips. He doesn't really have many friends to brag to in such a way, but he can tease about it hypothetically. He likes to think, if Beidou was still in Nippon, she would be happy for him. Venn would be happy for them.

Aether maybe would not, which is something that's been gnawing at Kazuha for a bit.

He can't linger on worrying about what others think of him. What matters right now was what Scaramouche thinks of him, and it seemed that he already was growing an appetite for his praise and attention. It's fortunate that Kazuha is more than willing to give it-- pouting just a bit as he's denied further kisses.]


Not wealth or fame or beauty is what I desire. It's the way my spirit raises when I hear the bells on your hat. It's how the scent of you on my futon makes me crave you in your absence. It's your smile. Your teasing. Your lectures, as exhausting as they can be.

[He laughs a little at that, his own smile impossibly fond. His hand slips away from the immortal's face and instead drops down, sliding around his back to lace his fingers behind him in a loose embrace.]

Maybe I like the challenge. Even love would be boring if it was always easy.
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[personal profile] leafwhistle 2022-03-06 07:18 am (UTC)(link)
[Despite the fact they had just been kissing, as Scaramouche leans in he feels his heartbeat quickening in his chest. I makes his stomach flutter, excited for affection, even when he should know better when he sees that devilish little smile on the immortal's face. The pleased, light smile on his own face falls as the other draws away, and he lets out a punished sigh.]

Ah, what happened to the cute Scaramouche that was kissing me so hard I almost died?

['Almost died' is an exaggeration. Kazuha thinks he's being cute, teasing him back like that. He thinks if he wanted, he could probably just tip the other man over back onto the ground. Playfully, he tests this theory, loosening his hands to take away the other man's support in his lap, but he slips his hands back around him before he can drop far.

He dips his head, looking at him through the curtain of pale lashes and white hair, his ruby eyes wanting and warm. Kazuha leans in, nosing against his cheek, and then places a soft little kiss there.]


Hard to impress... I'm just a modest ronin. You're making do so much work.
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[personal profile] leafwhistle 2022-03-06 10:57 am (UTC)(link)
[As Scaramouche wasn't going to give into his begging for kisses again, at least not right now, Kazuha pulls the other man forward as he slips his arms around his neck. He sets his chin down on his shoulder, his arms laced around him in a loose hug. He hums, his hands petting the immortal's back. ]

You've only been my boyfriend for twenty minutes and you're already wishing me dead?

[He turns his head, pressing a kiss to the shell of the other Inazuman's ear. If he wouldn't kiss him, then he'd get his fill pressing kisses to his skin instead. Kazuha is generally warm, but his displays of affection were usually much more subdued; that the desire to kiss, hold, and touch the other hasn't quelled for him just speaks for the excitement still coursing through his nervous system.

He laughs a little, light and airy, and then finally relents in his endless affection again.]


You think so? Or maybe we would have gotten here sooner.
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[personal profile] leafwhistle 2022-03-08 07:28 am (UTC)(link)
[The smile on Scaramouche's face easily draws a returning one from the samurai. He often smiles, but the one he turns on the other Inazuman is warm, adoring. He's happy to see him in a more pleasant mood than before-- though he'll deal with emotionally unpacking everything.]

It might be the most pleasant death I could ask for, but perhaps we should wait on that, don't you think?

[There's mud on Scaramouche's kimono, and he tries flecking some of it off as he considers the question. Had the immortal's standards been lower, would he have missed his chance entirely? Kazuha imagines the whole reason why he had to work so hard for the other man's affections was due to this.

A few more strands fall loose from his bun as his hair is played with again, and he gives Scaramouche a fond sigh. All that work into impressing him... At least it seems to have paid off.]


I might have thought you interested sooner. I wasn't even sure even this morning.

[Kazuha had said as much to Scaramouche as they'd gotten changed. There had been no intimacy between them, and with the doll's skittishness regarding close relationships, he had still thought there was a good chance it would end poorly.

He leans in, nuzzling his nose into Scaramouche's neck.]


I'm glad I took a-- [He cuts himself off, listening for a moment. He thought he heard a scuff of feet, and after a moment, he is certain it's someone else walking along the path.]

There is someone coming this way.
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[personal profile] leafwhistle 2022-03-09 06:31 am (UTC)(link)
[Despite the immortal's long lifespan, Kazuha is fairly confident that he has more relationship experience to him. He doesn't even have much himself, but the timidness in which Scaramouche had approached any close connection makes him think so. And yet, this is still so new to the young Kaedehara too--]

Are you certain they aren't actually low then? [A small tease, at his own expense.]

[The loss of the other man's weight and warmth makes him miss it already, but being caught as they had been might have been worse. As Scaramouche moves away, the samurai's eyes travel his body from head to toe, settling eventually on the cherry mark he left on the other's neck. He smiles, though a pink blush warms his cheeks.]

Oh. Definitely.

[He tilts his head, loose hair slipping down his shoulder, his smile impish and not the least bit sorry.]

We're dirty, it's very suspicious. However, it could be worse.

[They could have gotten far messier.

Kazuha can't resist; as he shifts to get his feet under him, he briefly, leans forward, touching Scaramouche's cheek and turning his head so he can steal a kiss from his lips by pure element of surprise. He pulls back, chuckling to himself, his eyes narrowed with pleasure and delight.]


Would you like to go home now, or sit longer under the trees?

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