"I have adopted new ways, yes. Even then the weight of all I have done will always be there with me." He would simply have to live with that. That was all there was to the matter. He'd accepted that long ago.

Runyu paused a moment then looked up again. "You are welcome to tell me to look the other way and I will. But I must ask... Are you ill? I have been noticing things with your energies. Though I would have to feel them to know for sure what is wrong I could offer some healing if you feel it would help."