"I was sober when I made my choices. So you could say the two have no tie to each other and you wouldn't really be wrong. But the meaning has significance to me."

That was really what mattered at the end of the day. Not everyone would agree but that was alright. He wasn't asking for their approval in terms of how he found redemption. Even if he still knew that he didn't really deserve it. But his brother had granted it to him and so he had to live with that.

"This place has been very healing for me."